Vinn's Journal
December 2009 |
When no one is watching I am a dark dance reaching across a space of eternity holding between my teeth and weak mouth, a valentine.
When no one is watching I am a shuffling shifter of space, a soul in motion meandering and looking at the engulfing of flames that consume this tired body.
When no one is watching I am a Spanish boy seeking his father and his father’s father wanting to reclaim the land they danced on everyday.
When no on is watching I am an elder man who has begun inquiries into time’s tireless travel toward transition.
When no one is watching I shuffle from room to room pausing politely at mirrors to observe dumbfounded at what is returning my gaze.
When no one is watching I am unrecognizable, unrehearsed activity singing a siren’s song summoning initiator and reflector to remain still and silent.
When no one is watching I am invisible, perched on a neighborhood rooftop of ecstatic experience in coops of creation readying to circle in flocks of silver souls.
When no one is watching I move on a heavenly breeze alive to the whispering in my ear hugging and kissing memories of what I have been missing.
When no one is watching I answer the door and invite love right in to the shadows of my room. Centered on the enchanted obscurity of heart I caress the casing of taut tendrils gushing toward heaven in languid caresses of this body temple, falling apart.
When no one is watching I look for myself.
When no one is watching I seek the story that I will tell to others.
When no one is watching I am in a crowd shouting out solutions for the movement of this life.
When no one is watching I am tripping over my feet in a field of canines howling at the moon.
When no is watching I am concealed to circumstances that has led this dancer to wonder and wander.
When no one is watching I am more of what is less of me.
When no one is watching I am the position of pleasure feeling a core connection to self.
When no one is watching I die to moments of anticipation, of joy unearned.
When no one is watching I am with you all ways.
Stay grace full October 10, 2009